Convention starts tomorrow!! Im almost ready, also tomorrow my bf gets home! he says theres lots to be said, Ive miss him crazy but Im not obsessed so that's good. Obsession is wrong when it happens, Im glad im not so obssess in relationships, or at least that what I think.
Im a very bff girl.. I have god knows how man bffs and they're all very special to me, for many reasons, each one of them has something very important and unique that have delivered to me and made part of my now personality.
Lily - She knows me like no one else, All i know about friendships I know because of her, I learn to cultivate and give in a friendship, she's been with me for 14 years.. i love her to death.
Lizy- Met her in highschool, gave me huge confidence and help me to acept myself in a way of saying what i think and believe and was always that blue pill I was in need of for my self steam to grow, Independent and Strong, she became my confident and I became hers. The fact that I was able to keep secrets, listen and keep on with stories was facinating for me. Plus I learned to value my gift on speaking english and take it as part of me, she helped me a lot to learn how to speak it and not being afraid to do it. I wouldnt think of what people thought, but for once in what I believed, my english is awesome and I have no problem letting people know how awesome my english makes me as a person. Made me believe in my achivments.
Ali - The foreing friend, that friend u met online and become best friends with, I happen to appear to her in a time of distress in her life and me, I was "changing" ... I was looking fowards to transform myself when she arrived in a not very healthy way. I wasnt looking fowards to make friends at the time, but it happen.. she stayed at my house for 15 days, saw her transformation infront of me from blues to rainbows and we just bond. click!, just like that. She helped me realized of how blessed I was in where I lived, made me appreciate all I had and open the door for me to feel comfortable with people with compleatly different backgrounds, I became quite emphatic and I used to take the role of mom sometimes, which was funny, really hearing myself and self observing myself watching over this girl was hilarious, but most of the times we were just friends, really good friends, we knew how to have fun and evry day was especial in its very unique way =).. After she left we kept in touch, we have our differences but it's been 4 years and we are planning on living together. Means a lot she trusts me enough to put herself in the situation of living with me, she has no clue. lol .Her sense of humor, culture and the situations we've been trhu had helped me to understand people in different situations, be able to know til' what extent I am able to help people and be adaptable. It has been a great experience but most of all.. a very close relationship with a best friend. She delivered so much to my personality that people started telling me I was different, that I had changed.. apprntly I did, was Ali a part of it? theres a strong possibility she was, or is.
Kiria- This girl is the best bud. My confidence on her build in very slowly. He would hangout more with my sis, I was isolated, she was always there but never really took her into account til recently. I notice both of us share same points of view with my "sick" part and I needed someone to share this with and that would understand my pain, and she did. We share very dirty secrets as well, but Id understand her and she would understand me. And I felt free.. She is also the kind of party girl you would take to a "forbitten" place and ure sure she wont say anything about it .. You gotta love her. Only problem is when we get distanced we can loose our touch :(.. ps. I miss her.
Brenda.- This is my bff and mom friend, the girl that really cares about you and wants the best for you, she's always worried and knows when something is wrong, I loved her ever since I saw her smile from across the street, I also noticed we had tons of stuff in commun, she was also the first girl I met with anorexia, she was always in trouble of some sort but because of time we couldnt got time to talk for once... but evry chat we had would be loaded of heavy subjects and would let us wanting more as usual.. She moved away and I really miss her now, we barely keep in touch, I dont want to seem like a stalker, but I love her and miss her a lot and still think on what is she doing and if she remmembers me.
Aleyda- From University, this girl is fun to be with, clumsy and interesting, very perfectionist at the same time, creative, I freaking love her. She is only a friend from school, but I dfntly consider her a bff cause I care for her and I know she cares for me as well. I wish she was a witness.
24.12.09
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