new year.. new.. smthing

happy 2010!!!.. (and 3 days ^^')

yaay.. here's how my new years eve went
After a looong and exahusting "discussion/fight" with my parents with me trying to convince them the fact that I was sleeping over at a friends house where my boyfriend would be staying at as well that same night wont be bringing a new member to the family 9 months later.. which i totally did convice them about :) (proud of myself) I'm still quite surprised my dad actually agreed even when all the family was giving their negative opinions and picturing me and misael doing the forbithen, where is the trust?!, anyway.. i took the first yes and got ready =) my dad and uncle took us (me and lance) to the house/mansion at the hill :)

I spent the night with a couple of families in my hall watch a movie and a homevideo, then hang out with the girlies til 4 am, playing "kill, kiss and marry" game which was overheard by the guys 'sleeping' in the next level. Some girls got in trouble, I dunno how much Im in trouble cause I left mazatlan and my boyfriend a day after .. We also talked about our crushes and stuff my boyfriend doesn't need to listen to, like my 4 year obsession/crush/worship with a terrible guy he knows and doesnt like already. Or that within 20 years of living tania, I've got more than 10 different crushes or my most embarracing moments in a bar trying to flirt with a waiter I thought I was familiar with but really wasnt.. at all. In short.. Im a slut.

Me and melissa got a room for ourselves with the view of mazatlans ocean in front of us, got awake by the massive belga shephard my friends own.. he started licking my face welcoming me to 2010 morning.. way to go!. the guys had gone surfing on the beach a block away from the hill so we took advantage of that and made level two own too =) For breakfast we made creps with potatoe and meted chesse and with strawberry jam, nutella & whipped cream, there were lots of chips and cookies and chocolate brownies, this family loooves to bake fat  .. I know. That was a horrible thing to experience, I was able to eat and try not to worry too much, I manage not to purge but the guilt and regret follow and is still there, Im just trying not to accumulate stuff on me.

Right now Im on vacation and I will enjoy it. Im in Tepic, this lil town 3 hours away from Mazatlan, and I freeking loovee it. the smell, the narrow dusty rocky streets ^^ .. It just bring out so many happy moments of my childhood, It keeps me smiling all the time, Is calm and relaxing, surraounded by hills and mountains everywhere .. it makes it feel safe.

Anyway.. plan is we will be heading to guadalajara for a day =) shop a lil.. nose bleeding caue it just aways happens lol and do turist stuff, like shoplifting in the supermarket and taking stupid pictures with no purpose woohoo!

 g2g eat smthing now.. au revoir kidos

Im thinking I left ED behind me.