It was quite entretaining, I cant wait for my first selling thing.. haha.. although im happy just cleaning up, is awesome actually cause since Im very obsessive over stuff... including cleaning the dust and stuff like that, moping floors... i like things being clean so that is no probem for me at all. Im loving it!
Minutes after I was off from work, My exboyfriend appear... he got me this:
Hershy's kisses... man.. i was so hungry. Bad Idea.
He also gave me a ride home and we talked on the way... He looked really good actually, and god ive been wanting to kiss someone lately.. ahaha.. lame. anywaay, he also gave me a lil souvenir he brought me from when he went out of town, so cutee!.. But no tania focus!! Recovery now! ugh..
time to go to bed.. work tomorrow :)
about the kisses.. i did have them all in one sitting.. how i feel?.. like shit i didnt miss my dinner tho, I was gonna feel even more guilty if i did.. but tomorrow im working trying foods that are healthier and less grasy and stuff.. I mean, I know ive gain weight, no I havent weight myself, i fear the scale a lot still.. so yup.. I need to lose w.e. ive gain, til i feel fine again ill weight myself.. i know for sure smthing is wrong just bc my period totally messes up when im not eating correctly and i havent had it in a while again, even tho im eating... w.e. I need healthy good stuff now.. and lose gained weight.. Im still terrified about becoming fat and my body image days arent the best.. AT ALL.. suck-ie!
Itll be a better day tomorrow! :)
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