17.5.10

weird cloudy day

Well.. its been quite a while.. over a month I've been out of the clinic... And is not easy.. at all.
I know.. I knoow

i kinda am having problems eating... getting myself to eat is hard.. it was at first cause i would eat more than i should ... then.. under medication.. that i shouldnt have had... i cant even get close to food.. is disgusting. w.w

I cant eat now.. not like i normally would do..if u call that 'normal'.
uh.. im trying now, it sure is a struggle.

im glad at least i have smthing to do.. work.. oooh
i saw my psycologist today.. she invited me over to her class to give a speech about my disorder. It will help me a lot.. cause Ill be able to talk about it.. in public.. but im also really nervous... w.w
these people are my age.. who knows.. what if someone from there was sometime in one of my clases!

being paranoid.. just a bit. w.w
tomorrow will be interesting

1 comentario:

  1. good luck, your so brave and inspiring, cant wait to hear how it goes, your awesome

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