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i like that pic


He was just trying to see the inside of me, the hidden.
He wanted to know what was behind my grays,
 under my mask, underneath all those shades..
Behind the neutral, the automatic .
 I never allowed him to; 
the part of me he never knew.. that I still dont know..
the side I hide because it harms,
the monster in me I ignore and expect for the world to do the same
Not to accept it nor understand it.. just let go.

He promise he'd let go.. but I know it will happen again,
I knew my tears will come back, my secrets will be shown in my stare,
I'd push him away once again for no reason at all..
Im not there for me, Im not there for him.

There's no tania to share cause theres no tania at all.


"I never loved nobody fully
Always one foot on the ground
And by protecting my heart truly
I got lost in the sounds
I hear in my mind
All these voices
I hear in my mind all these words
I hear in my mind all this music
And it breaks my heart"
by Regina Spektor

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